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Live in the Now

Oct 23, 2019
Live in the Now

An incisive verse by Sufi poet Jalāl ad-Dīn Rūmī translates: “Wherever you stand, be the soul of that place.” This wisdom is not easy to embrace. It demands a lifetime of wakefulness practice. Like travelers on a crowded station platform or milling around a bustling terminal, we are pressed to be ever on the move, as though we were only passengers simply passing through. So, we pass our days looking for the next while we overlook the now. And so much wonder and woundedness pass us by or fail to penetrate. How much do we lose each time we try to grab at many things while failing to grasp what is essential?

If this were your last day, hour, minute, or breath, imagine how you might drink in the daylight, taste the twilight, touch the stars, smell the sunshine, delight at songbirds, listen to the look of your loved ones, bow before the sanctity of a stranger, be carried away with astonishment, and be beside yourself with awe at the wonder of it all. Perhaps we engage life in its fullness when we stop asking if we are “there” yet and live into the unfolding and radical realization that we are always already “here.” For it is only “here” that we can really be, wholly present and fully engaged; and no matter where you go, there you are.

What prevents you from being fully immersed in this moment, the holy ground of “now”?

Every grace-laden moment,
is primed with possibilities
for anyone who is wide open and ready to receive.
The only limit
to our Maker’s abundance
is our limited capacity to receive.
Consider a time when you lost yourself
and fell into fullness—
fully alive, fully connected.
Passion, along with her seasoned sibling, compassion,
astonishment that ripens into awe,
and wonder that blossom into gratefulness
are portals into Presence that penetrates
illusory separateness and leave us
beside ourselves with joy, with amazement, with grief.
But there is a price to pay
for expansive Presence,
a cost for being fully awake and engaged.
Letting go in lament, getting lost in inspiration,
being piqued by possibility, pained by misery,
or drowned in mystery, all demand a tariff.
Presence exacts its coin—
our dearly held desire for self-preoccupation,
and the fantasy of control that presumes to preside over and above.
Mystics, artists, and prophets exemplify
this surrender into solidarity,
letting the self be moved by suffering and inspired by imagining.
True spiritual practice harbors this same intention—
the hand-over of self that places us on a collision-course with grace
and draws us into a deepened state of readiness.
This holy intention
leads to whole, undivided attention,
where we come to know life in its raw fullness!
Such “wide awake-fulness” finds myriad expression
in three dimensions of holiness:
Presence that is poetic, prophetic, and pastoral.
In the paradox of Presence by getting lost we are found and findable,
by letting go we are upheld and hold others,
by losing our grip on the world we are freed to love with abandon.

For more meditations like this, click here or the image below.

Wandering and Welcome: Meditations for Finding Peace Jospeh Grant

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